[Which is... probably the most vulnerable thing he's mentioned out loud. He wants to say more, that he's always afraid, that he refuses to think about it most hours of most days. Except days like today, where the fear and the nightmares are too much to go to sleep.]
"Distractions are good, though. People, hobbies, purpose." [Things that drown it until it's all just white noise.] "Who's Kai?"
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[Which is... probably the most vulnerable thing he's mentioned out loud. He wants to say more, that he's always afraid, that he refuses to think about it most hours of most days. Except days like today, where the fear and the nightmares are too much to go to sleep.]
"Distractions are good, though. People, hobbies, purpose." [Things that drown it until it's all just white noise.] "Who's Kai?"